Holy Saturday, or a Life in the In-Between

In the small Methodist church where I grew up, we made much of Good Friday and Easter, with a somber, reflective service on Friday night—one year’s structured by the many verses of “Were You There”—and a sunrise service and community breakfast on Sunday, complete with all of the egg casserole and cinnamon rolls my heart (and stomach) could desire. But what of the Saturday in between, when we seemed to return to our regular activities with little acknowledgement of the cosmic importance of the surrounding days? I left home to attend a large state university and found myself in a…

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We’re Never Truly Lost

"For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost."—Luke 19:10 I've heard this verse many (many) times, but for some reason, it really jumped out in Rob's sermon this morning. I've been turning it over in my head this afternoon trying to figure out why. Writing often helps me to understand things that I initially cannot, so I'm going to give that a try, beginning at the end. The lost: I think I often feel a bit lost, out of my depth, but more than that, I'm grieving for the people in my life who've lost their…

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Ordinary Time, and Finding Home

This season of the liturgical calendar is called ordinary time. Between Pentecost in late May or early June and the beginning of Advent in late November, there is nothing—nothing to celebrate, nothing to mourn, nothing to anticipate, nothing to reflect on. Just ordinary time. So much of our lives happen in ordinary time. Literally—the ordinary season of summer and fall is nearly six months, not to mention the winter stint between Epiphany and Ash Wednesday—and figuratively. Most of us can point to the Easters, the Advents, the Good Fridays of our lives, moments and seasons of profound joy and deep doubt, the overwhelming sense…

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Sickness as Signpost

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”—2 Cor. 12:9I've been sick this week. Just a cold, nothing major, but it's the week before the semester starts, so not great timing. We're talking just sick enough to feel slightly miserable and to carry a vague sense of guilt into interactions with other people, but not sick enough to feel justified in not going to work or canceling plans. I definitely can't say it's been the most productive week.I'm trying to be gentle with myself—taking naps and sleeping late and shortening my to-do list—but the…

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Enchanted with Dishwashing

Thirteen-year-old me would be shocked to hear this, but I love washing dishes. Strategically analyzing the optimal washing order to maximize space in the dish drainer while also saving the greasiest, sauciest, stickiest items for last, the satisfaction of wiping the newly-cleared counters, signaling a job well done, the dry skin stretching tightly over my hands between drying them and having the motivation to get some lotion out of my room. My heart was initially softened to the dishwashing process at Greyhouse. While I loved pouring lattes and conversing with customers as I served them, the dishwashing station offered a…

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Your Mercies Keep Following Me

It’s that time again, the 50-hour work weeks and never-ending to-do lists that go on until March. And my body, my nervous system, remembers it—and I don’t want to do it again. There are other factors playing into my memory of this season last year: moving twice in the fall, missing the sweet, goofy camaraderie of working shifts at Greyhouse, transitioning into full-time work (and a few subsequent transitions in responsibilities), trying to find a place to belong at Campus House, simultaneously my church community and place of work. I know that. I keep reminding myself that this is not…

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